My second visit to the super-fancy disease doctor in as many weeks was kind of funny in a scary sort of way. They're convinced that the wonky blood work results are from the meds. Instead of making me better, I'm just falling down a pretty dangerous path.
Ragdoll: "I just don't feel like I'm getting any better."
Super-Fancy Disease Doctor: "You're not. We're making you sicker."
It's a weird bit of irony I think that what's saving my life is actually bringing me closer to the brink of death. Take this stat for example: My red blood cell count (your hemoglobin) normally runs at 125; right now it's a 82.
Ragdoll: "I'm just so tired all the time. I can't even walk up a flight of stairs without being totally exhausted."
Super-Fancy Disease Doctor: "That doesn't surprise me. It's as if you've lost 1/3 of your blood over the last three weeks."
Barring any gashing wounds I don't know about, how exactly does 1/3 of your blood just leave your body? Where does it go? What happens to it? Did it just get up and walk out of my body when I wasn't looking? And whose going to find it? How do I get it back?
The only other couple of times I've been anemic have been the result of surgeries (both hip-related, of course). The only other time the blood mysteriously disappeared was when I first got sick. But then I was a crazy dancer girl who never ate and thought Diet Coke was a complete meal. Now, I'm hearty -- my blood shouldn't go missing and leave cottage cheese thighs in its place.
Girl with titanium hip will rock. Girl with titanium hip will write. Girl with titanium hip will read. Girl with titanium hip will battle crazy-ass disease called Wegener's Granulomatosis. Now stuff that in your spelling bee!
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